May God, Please God Damn Me

As I followed,
Myself as prey,
Feral offerings,
Of scat and owl vomit,
An alter of carrion crawlers,
And bombarder beetles,
Sunk animal spirits,
My molested totem,
Fondled by avatars,
My mouth,
Sewn shut,
Bury me,
Beneath a crossroads,
And beneath bare feet,
And horse drawn carts,
A tree for gallows,
To keep company,
A chopping block,
For choir,
Sung hymns,
To dusk,
Forgive me,
To lullabies,
Cursing the dawn,
Please.